The Act of Contrition
- O my God, I am heartily sorry
- for having offended Thee
- and I detest all my sins
- above every other evil
- because they displease Thee, my God,
- Who, in Thy infinite wisdom,
- art so deserving of all my love
- and I firmly resolve
- with the help of Thy grace
- never more to offend Thee
- and to amend my life.
- Amen.
- for having offended Thee
The Confiteor is a corporate prayer which opens every mass and is started by the priest while the entire congregation joins him in finishing it. The Act of Contrition is the prayer said after having participated in confession (the sacrament of reconciliation/penance).
For no reason that I am aware I often find the words of these prayers bouncing around in my mind in the midst of daily thoughts some 27 years after my last regular attendance of mass and confession. The words are in some way comforting because they offer a kind of formal apology to God and the community for harms I have done them. They are also something of a period at the end of confession and yet they continue to come back. It is as though, of all the prayers I have learned, these two are the strongest reminders of our endless need of God’s grace.
We seek forgiveness, repent and are forgiven by a gracious God. The stubborn return of these prayers to my mind is a constant reminder of my need to live in His grace because my state is one of constant brokenness. A state of healed, being healed and will be healed. A state of forgiven, being forgiven and will be forgiven. The struggle is always to allow the awareness of my sin to drive me to the joy of His grace and not to hopelessness.
Huh. While I learned the same version of the confiteor, the version of the act of contrition that I learned was a waaaaaaaay simpler version. Perhaps watered down for our 7 year old selves? But then, why not the confiteor? But then again, I recall the confiteor being said during mass itself by the priest and the congregation, while the act of contrition we had to say on our own in confession.Anyway, the version I learned:Oh my god, I am very sorryFor having offended you,because you are so good. And with your help,I will try not to sin again.Amen.
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