I cannot sleep

You are there

At the edge of my mind

Haunting my dreams

And the world

Still feels like you’re here

As though I could call you

And you would answer

Or I could text you a meme

And you’d lol back

But I know

I know your gone

And these are phantom pains

From a limb that was amputated

But the body refuses to let it go

I refuse to let you go

It is too hard