The Unbound Artist/The Unintentional Artist

There is no such thing as an unbound artist.

Art is the act of painful creation whereby something that should be easy and natural is bound and therefore forced by necessity through a convoluted and strained escape transforming the very essence of the created thing.

This is why I think human beings are art.

Often the artist is not even aware they are an artist…they unintentionally and through circumstance find themselves thrust into the role. A role of communication through pain and  censorship.

It is a cliche that the best artist is the suffering artist. It is a cliche because it is assumed by many that one can impose suffering on oneself. The reality however is that self-imposed suffering is not suffering but the achievement of a desire. To put it another way – the one who places the shackles upon themselves is not bound but rather free…good art does not come from freedom.

The problem with much art in the west (it has been a problem for a long time) is that it is unrestrained and unbound. Art rises up out of the culture and reflects the culture. Western art has become fat and lazy.

The question then arises what of the artists of the Romantic era? What of the poets? How could anyone call Lord Byron a bound and censored person with the wealth and freedom he had.

Ah but he had one thing (as did the previous poets) – a culturally imposed set of very tight restrictions and boundaries to work within such as rhythm, rhyme and meter. Restrictions which have long since been thrown to the wind.

These restrictions are nothing in comparison to the bindings that can rise up in the mind of the artist. Consider Edgar Allen Poe, Vincent Van Gogh, science fiction writer Philip K. Dick and others – all struggled with mental illness and paranoia that bound them in ways that forced an incredible art.

Art shows up in many forms, some recognizable and some not. Bill Watterson, the creator of Calvin and Hobbes cartoons is, in my opinion, an artist. After 10 years he stopped at the peak of his career – why? He felt he had said what needed to be said. He was at a point where he could sit back and create whatever he wanted because it would be easy and so he stopped…because he knew it would not be good.

J.D. Salinger, author of The Catcher in the Rye, published his last book in 1963. He died in 2010. Why? Why no more? Arguably because the Catcher in the Rye was the centre of his art and he recognized that he had nothing else to offer.

Unbound creative freedom is death to art as far as I am concerned.

Movie directors fall prey to this all the time. They come out of nowhere and create some spectacular piece of movie art and are given complete license for future works – all of which fail miserably. Why?

The unknown director like M. Night Shyalaman before The Sixth Sense is provided with limited budget, limited resources, and tight production controls – in short their freedoms are very limited and in order to achieve the artistic vision they must become expert and subtle contortionists.

What happens after enormous success? Freedom to do whatever they want, however they want. The best thing that could happen to a director like Shyalaman would be for the controls to be back in place.

Art is art because it speaks truth. But anyone can speak truth. I can say “the world is pain” and this is true but it is not art. Truth becomes art (and vice verse) when expressed through poignant irony and bound circumstance.

To find the words “the world is pain” scratched onto the walls of Auschwitz by a Jewish teenage girl is to find art.

Art is bleeding truth standing right in front of you declaring itself whether you recognize it or not.

Art is the unbound sun of the same Jewish teenage girl if she had written “the world is joy” on the same wall.

Art is life and the west is dying…but in the death throes of our culture watch what wondrous art will flame to life.

break.

break.

in time
proud, graven cliff
worn
years of yesterdays
every wind and wave
is sand in the sea
washed to the four corners

single, solitary
bone of the earth
it…disappears
only to reappear
everywhere

but we

strange things
happen beneath the sun
things which were
become undone
no longer was it i
nor me nor you
but we
no melding moment
no boundary to mark
a clear line
d e l i n e a t e d
just a sudden sight
as when every small
and every single cloud
became a covering canopy

I remake along the way

I am a gear
outside of time
a cog enmeshed
in a bigger picture
painted while painting
I am a star
in a background sky
before and behind
darkening clouds
hung among other sons
strung among daughters
following a made course
I remake along the way

Gaming: Xbox One or Playstation 4

Notice I didn’t mention Wii U? That’s because there is no need to as their strategy to innovate essentially innovated them right out of the market with a strange, radically under-powered console that relied solely on gimmicks to succeed.

At hand are the launches of Xbox One and Playstation 4 and with them two very different strategies. With Xbox we have an emerging all-in-one system that tries to put everyone in the living room first and may, in the end, fail to put anyone first at all. With Playstation you have a system that proclaims to put gamers first but is clocking in as only modestly more powerful than the Xbox and without a large number of quality exclusives this strategy could fail too.

The tech and gaming media are uncertain but equally critical of any move that suggests gaming may take second place to other areas of entertainment.

As a life-long gamer I have a message for the gaming media – putting gamers first in this next generation of consoles could be a sure way of killing the console. With an increasing interest in entertainment technology in the living room a focus on the gaming segment of the market is a focus on a much smaller and increasingly competitive piece of the pie.

New PC technologies such as the Steam platform and forthcoming Steam Box are VERY compelling gaming devices that could cripple a console with a gaming-only focus.

With these things in mind I think the Xbox One strategy is broader and could likely see longer term survival/success as it exploits other market segments should gaming be as competitive as I think it will be.

Some wildcards that could play out include the possibility of Nintendo exclusively unlocking a couple of its super franchises like Mario and Zelda and striking exclusive arrangements with Playstation or Xbox. Given that Sony is a much larger competitor to Nintendo in Japan and the handheld gaming market it would make sense for them to partner with Microsoft in this area.

Another possible partnership would be for either Playstation or Microsoft to give up on their proprietary gaming content delivery system and adopt the Steam platform…unfortunately this seems like a fairly far-fetched option at this point with both Sony and Microsoft clearly having invested a lot in online infrastructure for the next gen.

Price is going to be a significant factor in choice (at least for me) in this next gen…as much as I appreciate the bells and whistles of Microsoft’s next offering if all things are equal it will come down to game offers and price for me.

I want something in the $400 range. Anything significantly higher could see me investigating the Steam Box as an option. If there is too much disparity between the two in terms of price my allegiance to Microsoft could crack. Both consoles have some expensive tech in them – Microsoft has decided to bundle Kinect while Sony has opted to incorporate GDDR5 memory – both costly inclusions that could drive the price of the console too high. Here’s hoping they remember that consoles should be loss leaders to drive an install base for the sale of games and other high margin content.

So what am I saying? At this point I am leaning toward Microsoft but not as heavily as I have in the past. The gaming market is at a very interesting point right now and substantial portions of Sony, Nintendo and Microsoft’s install base could feasibly shift in another direction and they could do it quickly with little warning.

We’ll see.

hope

alive
beneath the burnt
beneath the black
cloaked in the ash
that sign of destruction
pale dust of consumption
see a faint spark
ready for a breath
to blaze bright through night

Waning

Shhhhh…
quiet sweeps the flood
across this brutal world
gathering the small hearts
in its killing embrace
taking us all
to our final resting place
at night when the sun has set
where we will dance as little ones
before the waning moon

brutal world

what weak wall am i
what shelter for my littlest
from the evil tide that pours
through all my ragged rips
runs through my wounds
and past my grasping fingertips
to drown them before my eyes

how is a father to keep
all his small hearts safe
from broken reaching hands
without killing the whole world…
i want to kill the whole brutal world

My God, My God…

My God, my God why hast thou forsaken me?

Perhaps the single most poignant question in all of scripture if not all that has been written.

Why? Why do I have to exist in this place of pain where it seems you are not? Why must I go through this senseless thing? Where are you in the valley?

I am that which will bring meaning to your pain…because it is in and through your pain that the people around you will be saved from theirs.”

This is my imagined answer which may be unsatisfying to us but it offers something. The more we exist for people outside of ourselves the more satisfying this answer becomes until one day our prayer is no longer “God remove from me this suffering” but rather…“if this be your will let me embrace it that it might bring healing to my brothers and sisters”.

an echo of thunder

it was the strangest moment
having worked and worked
on papers and programs
and all the administrative things
that a good cog does

at a desk
near a window
like every day before

when a deeper draining feeling
settled as a warm and heavy blanket
upon my naked self
as if i had been weeping
forever and ever and ever
but had stopped
while a friendly exhaustion
took hold to say –
that the great
the endless storm
had suddenly passed on
without notice
leaving an echo of thunder
and a promise of light
in its wake