I am pouting.
I am at home and I’m actually pouting in anger. I figured maybe blogging it out would help. I really shouldn’t be pouting. I had a bad morning and now I’m stewing in it and not letting it go. Like I’m enjoying it or something. I really can’t stand being angry.
It is ironic that being angry makes me angry. Grrr. The sad thing is its really not a big deal and I shouldn’t be this ticked off.
Everything I should do – pray, read my Bible, take a deep breath – I am avoiding. Anger is an interesting thing. Like it has a life of its own and once it has been born it will do everything to stay alive…more than anyother emotion anger hangs on the hardest.
I guess my problem is that I take some things too seriously. Maybe I need to lighten up a bit. The world is still turning. I’m still breathing.
I think I’ll go pray after lunch and do a little Bible reading. I’m already feeling better. You’ve been a good listener…thanks.
Harnessing Chaos 
so, yesterday you had a great day and today anger rules. while i totally understand and accept that, maybe read a blog or two , especially yours. course i never get angry but my joy often seems vengeful. gwasshoppa
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