August 31, 2025 – August

The month is ended

August has come and gone

Like the flash of light

Glinting off the windshield

Of a passing car

Speeding away

Out of sight

Like it never was

A faded memory

Lost.

Homes

Aren’t we all

Homes with stone walls

Closed windows

Locked doors

We let people in

Or they break in

Or they give up

Or they were never there

Pictures

I was looking at pictures

Of this guy I never knew

But somehow he’s a part of me

And I tried to feel something

Because you’re supposed to;

You try to fill things with meaning

You try to fill people with meaning

Sometimes it just doesn’t work

August 30, 2025 – what it feels like

Remember when it was

Past midnight

And the t.v. would play

The American national anthem

And it was dark outside

Past the point of long shadows

Then there would be the tone

And a test pattern

Until finally

Only the long hiss of static

And you wouldn’t shut it off

Because you wanted it to last

Just a little bit longer…

That’s what it feels like.

Egg

I am the shell of an egg

That has been hollowed out

And placed upon the railing

Of a 10th floor balcony

As a storm rises dark in the west

But if the wind is strong enough

It may carry me to quiet waters

Setting me softly on the surface

To drift away in silence.

B-sides: Vol. 5

This experiment that I have been undertaking in writing a poem everyday for a year seemed like an easy task when I first thought of it but there have been times when it has been a challenge.

Overall I have enjoyed the project and look forward to publishing the fruits of this effort as a fourth volume of poetry called Anno Vitae: MMXXV in 2026.

One of the cool and interesting byproducts of this year’s work so far is that writing a poem a day has been a little like hand cranking one of those old Russian cars to start it (Lada). It took a lot of effort and wasn’t pretty but it got the engine going.

For me that’s a little like what this effort has been. Forcing myself to write a poem a day was a little like hand crank starting my creative brain…it wasn’t pretty and it took effort but often the result was the creative engine started running.

What has resulted has been one of the most prolific years of poetry writing in my life. Note – quantity does not mean quality. I’m not overly fond of many of the efforts, but like an ugly child, it is out in the world now and I am proud of it.

What this means is that in the space of a year Anno Vitae will be a 365 page overly large volume of poetry that has instigated the creation of somewhere between 400-500 other poems.

With this being the case I have decided a fifth volume will follow Anno Vitae at some point and it will be called B-sides: Vol. 5. The concept of B-sides come from the era of musicians releasing music on small 45 rpm records. Each side typically held one song. Even though the point of the 45 was to release a single prospective hit it made sense to utilize both sides of the record and so a song less likely to be popular was added to the “B” side while the song most likely to be a hit was on the A-side.

Ironically I feel like many of my Anno Vitae poems feel like B-sides while the followup poems feel more polished. This is ok, good writing often includes a healthy dose of irony.

Anyhow every good collection deserves a title poem and so here is one for B-sides:

B-sides: Vol. 5

flip over that hit,
turn that well-known sound around
and you’ll find something different,
words never destined for ears;
and so they are naked,
and so they are unfraid,
like a crowd at an orgy
hidden away from prying eyes
being everything they wanted to be
in the absence of judgement
now sent suddenly
into the cold world,
angry at the betrayal,
but curious all the same
as they embrace the moment
in the sudden realization that
there is no life b-sides this one
so let it be lived
fully witnessed.

Signs of life

Is a silent place

A dead place

No noise

Of the world waking

Just an absence?

I sit in the chilled air

And hear the cars

The sounds of birds

And footsteps past my home,

There is a hammer somewhere

Seeking vengeance on metal

And

If i am very still

I can hear my heart

I can hear my thoughts

All of which suggests

I’m still here.

Worse

What is worse

Than being convinced

That a good person

Is a bad person?

Maybe the one convincing

Maybe the one convinced;

The energy poured in

To sustaining our delusions

Could heal the world.

August 29, 2025 – scream

A man

He screamed into the dark

THERE IS NO EVIL

But it didn’t feel like truth

It felt like a child

Taunting a bully

Urging it to act

Daring it to come at him

As if evil enacted

Proved something

About life and death

A man

He screamed into the dark

THERE IS NO GOOD…

August 28, 2025 – vanishing

Stepping into the lake

You can touch the bottom

For the first time ever

No more diving in

Just wading through mud

Watching it slowly vanish

Until one day passersby

Will never know

That life was once here