memory hurts like an anchor being dragged
pulled cross my mind by the weight of the past
dropped for no good reason by a passing ship
ship of sound
ship of sight
ship of smell
ship of senses lost in the fog
i see you now sweating on the floor
cursing the Toronto Maple Leafs on tv
cursing the heat of raw hot peppers on your tongue
sunburned daddy from the day’s work
while every tattoo is an icon in ink
holy to my eyes
you were my godless God
picture of everything i wanted to be
fearless fighter in the bleeding bars
too far now to be seen again
broken on the back of this world
while pride divides from forgiving grace
as Son holds healing hand to father
and a poem of pain becomes prayer
amen to you for the washing of your sins
amen and amen again and again
amen in tears an offered baptism in salt water
amen