The Reagan Diaries

 
I added The Reagan Diaries to my Amazon wishlist today based upon the excerpts I read on CNN. Far from being a stereotypical conservative I am intrigued by the man because of the popularity of his presidency and the humaness that peeks through in his writing.
 
I find it funny how some people box themselves in to certain categories – liberal, conservative, republican, democrat, this, that, etc. It’s as though they need the category in order to save energy constantly thinking and engaging with the world. If you have a box that tells you who you are you no longer need to think – you just look at the leading people in your category and do, say and think what they do. For example – many people have decided they are conservatives and will vote conservative every day of their lives regardless of whether the parties policies change or the local rep just isn’t as capable as someone from another party.
 
Others have decided that they will vote NDP till death. Done. No thinking required. This is my box and I’m happy in it. Leave me alone. Do not disturb.
 
Some have turned Christianity (or insert-faith-here) into a box. They have decided that God has spoken. He said this. He has nothing more to say except what they have turned brick-by-brick, word-by-word into the walls of their box. To turn Christianity into a box is to turn it into your coffin. Christianity as a box is dead. Christianity as a box is legalism. Boxed Christians are Pharisees.
 
The reality is that Christianity is dynamic and alive. Christ continues to speak to us and reveals His will to us each day. When we engage with the Bible as if it were static and lifeless we do not find Christ. We find rules and we select the ones we like based upon our circumstance. When we engage with the Bible as the living Word of God then we find that Christ speaks to us. He answers our prayers and guides us in our moments of anxiety, fear, and aimlessness.
 
When Christianity is taken out of the box God can surprise us and delight us. He can frighten us and He can live with us and in us. He shows that He cannot be boxed – Christianity in a box is empty human endeavour – it becomes religion.
 
So yeah – I am looking forward to reading Reagan’s diaries. This is not part of my box. Maybe it will even humanize him. To see the human in a person is to see the Imago Dei – the image of God. This can be a good thing.

Judges

 
I was reading Judges, chapters 1 through 3 the other day and a couple of things stood out to me:
 
1. At the beginning of chapter 2 it says "Now the angel of the Lord went up from Gilgal to Bochim, and said, "I brought you up from Egypt, and brought you into the land I had promised to your ancestors." ".
 
What strikes me about this verse is that the angel of the Lord (some believe this to be a euphemism for Christ) was doing in Bochim. Why did the angel not get to Bochim from Heaven but rather from Gilgal? Why was the angel of the Lord hanging about in Gilgal in the first place? Why bother with this detail unless it is important? Gilgal was where Joshua set up the 12 stone memorial to the crossing of the Jordan. It was also where the Israelites re-committed themselves to God’s promise by getting re-circumcised (OUCH!!! Once would be enough but twice would call for certain miracles I would imagine). Gilgal is certainly a hub of activity for the early Israelites…there is much coming and going from Gilgal.
 
2. In Joshua 2:22-22 it says "Therefore the LORD was very angry with Israel and said, "Because this nation has violated the covenant I ordained for their ancestors and has not listened to me, I will no longer drive out before them any of the nations Joshua left when he died. I will use them to test Israel and see whether they will keep the way of the LORD and walk in it as their ancestors did."
 
Interesting. It reveals the character of God. I wonder how this translates to His interactions with us today on a personal level? On a community level?
 
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On another note I am listening to Michael W. Smith and I love the lyric "though you are mourning and grieving your loss, death died a long time ago". Such a powerful lyric.
 
What prevents a person from crying out to God "I am yours – SAVE ME!", I wonder? What stops a person from hearing His voice as He yearns to take us into His arms? Why do we struggle against our creator with our every breath? At 18-years-old Mary Shelley had powerful insights into this – read Frankenstein.

The Poet

 
This mocking bird sings
but the songs do not belong
this voice spills
but the sounds come through
like vibrations along string
there’s the tin beak
and a hidden can a way in the distance
 
these wings drip black
words spill like dreams and drops
a quill to still the dark night
but in what bottle were these feathers dipped
whose heart beat this rhythm and rhyme
 
still mocking bird lives and loves
sees the sun and flies high
to light the earth with a new shine
see – watch me course my arc
‘cross the sky
till I park in the western gates
but bird’s gift is not his own
and there’s a golden chariot
already in stables
 
so mocking bird flies on
riding the rails
and stealing the tales
telling them again
with tears and laughs and
someone else’s voice taped to his own
 
he’s alright though
making other people’s friends
and living though the smiles
and loving through the hopes
and climbing over the stiles
entering lands that would deny him
 
mocking bird owns the world
and writes it’s end
so sad to write the world’s end
but the beginning is written too
hope clawed from the hand of another
just change the order
and watch the world die and be born again
 
mocking bird shapes dead golems
but no life in these
no one’s will is done
and airborne he leaves
clay bodies in his wake
no child to sing his songs
 
mocking bird makes his nest
woven of folly and old lines
cast from the mouths
of the ancients
and bonded with their shadows
grown too large to stay in their place
 
and mocking bird sleeps
dreaming other’s dreams
who’s life to live next

The Good Critic

 
You know I actually appreciate criticism. I find that I can thrive in a critical environment. Don’t get me wrong I love compliments too but I am awkward with them. I’m not sure what to do with a compliment. Compliments are like underserved gifts or like grace, for a task-oriented person like myself there is nothing you can do with a compliment – except receive it.
 
Criticism on the other hand must be responded to. Criticism can send a person into action. Compliments can do this too but to a lesser degree as affirmations of action already taken.
 
It occurs to me however that there are two kinds of critics. There are good critics and there are bad critics.
 
The bad critic is the person who does not like something but is unable to explain why. They are the person who drifts silently away from something without offering so much as a constructive explanation. The bad movie critic will trash a film and leave it at that. Often the bad critic is the one who sees their own hateful flaws in the people and things around them and responds by transfering this despisal of themselves into a despisal of the people and things around them. The thing about a bad critic is that they are a little like the boy who cried wolf – eventually they are ignored, which can be a very isolating experience.
 
The good critic on the otherhand offers criticism out of a sense of love and responsibility to the person or thing that is being criticized. The good critic considers the best way to present criticism and the good critic ALWAYS offers alternatives and suggestions to the area they are critical of. The good critic speaks without anger, resentment or a desire to hurt. In film the good critic is the one who offers helpful solutions to the issues they see.
 
In life there are bad critics and good critics everywhere. Within the church, as a body inspired and indwelt by Christ Himself there should only be good critics but, of course, this is not always the case. If we look to Christ as the example He always offers explanations with His criticsims. When He overturned the tables of the moneychangers in the temple this is what is recorded in John 14:13-16 –
 
"When it was almost time for the Jewish Passover, Jesus went up to Jerusalem. In the temple courts he found people selling cattle, sheep and doves, and others sitting at tables exchanging money. So he made a whip out of cords, and drove all from the temple courts, both sheep and cattle; he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. To those who sold doves he said, "Get these out of here! Stop turning my Father’s house into a market!"
If Christ were a bad critic He simply would have driven them from the temple and overturned their tables and said nothing. Or He might have walked away in disgust and never returned. Instead He offers a solution – remove these animals. Stop selling them here.
 
Christ’s anger stems from the reality at the time that the only way Israel could draw near God and seek forgiveness was to offer a ritually pure animal for sacrifice. The temple had set up a system of animal sales that gouged people to such a degree that the poor could not afford to sacrifice to God. Not only this but under this system you were not allowed to bring your own animals – you had to buy a temple animal. Christ’s anger stems from the fact that this system had set up an artificial barrier between God and His people and woe to the one who would prevent the Father’s children from coming near to Him.
 
Christ was a good critic. He criticized out of a deep sense of love and responsibility and a desire to guide the offender back to the right way.
 
What kind of critic are you?

Operation Overflow 2007

 
So we had this concert again this year that we had last year for the first time. Operation Overflow is a youth- run, youth designed Christian concert (I try to act as advisor/fundraiser) with two primary purposes in mind:
 
1. Raise money for an international and a local cause. Last year was Youth For Christ Morden and World Vision; this year was Pembina Valley Pregnancy Crisis Centre and One Love Project Rwanda (de-mining).
 
2. Create an environment that would bring Christian and non-Christian, churched and non-churched youth together to enjoy themselves and allow the Spirit to break down walls between them.
 
Musically the last two years the music has been very hardcore which stands just outside of my personal area of appreciation. The bands included:
 
 – A local talent to open (this year a techno-DJ, DJExodus – www.myspace.com/djexodus)
– Anew
– Disillusion
– Scarlet Halo
– Unfeigned
– The Fortunate (have been getting their video played on MuchLoud)
 
I think all the bands are awesome. I most appreciate Disillusion for the combination of great instruments and vocals. I would put Anew, The Fortunate and Scarlet Halo in the same sound category (screamo). Very younger folks they sound like Underoath. For old people like me they sound like Skinnypuppy. Personally I think Scarlet Halo is the best of the three in terms of tight instruments and an added flair for performance. Unfeigned was very good to watch as well – they have a screamo tendancy with some interesting onstage moves that are reminiscent of rap.
 
This year there were  well over 350 people in attendance which was pretty awesome. Musically the style will change as the popularity of certain styles changes. I hope to have a broader selection of styles for next year to draw more folks in. We shall see. I also hope to involve more groups from the area in planning the event. It would be great to turn Operation Overflow into a non-profit entity and to see it grow in terms of content and location as well.
 
Thanks for the support of our ponsors this year – Decor Cabinets, Pembina Valley Containers, Zeena Transport, The Business, Boston Pizza, Java Junktion, YFC Morden and Morden Alliance Church.

Cold Water

 
The pool is reasonably clean at this point so myself, Caleb & Itsy all went for a swim. Of course it was a short swim because the water was still a mere 52 degrees F. (11 degrees Celcius) but we can not say we’ve had our inaugural swim. We’ll heat it for the May long weekend.