Honesty…

I went to a funeral today. It was a sobre event but like some that I have been to it was celebratory because of the belief that we (the collective congregation present) have. In the New Testament Paul sums it up best when he says "we do not grieve like those who have no hope…"
 
Never-the-less there’s nothing like a funeral to get you thinking about sombre and somewhat depressing things. I began thinking about God and His plan for salvation and the whole challenge it is to overcome obstacles to faith. I remember my faithless years and the roadblocks to God.
 
There were moments when I basically would scream into what I thought was nothing. Still. I think God appreciates the honesty (when I read the Psalms I know God appreciates honesty). It seems to me that the act of screaming at God is better than nothing – at least something in us acknowledges Him.
 
I like this prayer I stumbled across on the net today:
 
Lord, right now I don’t have the energy even to try to believe you can transform the blackened, charred ruins of my life into anything new or beautiful. But I want to want to believe it!
 
I don’t think God needs much in terms of our desire to know Him – even the "want, to want" is enough. Then there is hope.
 
For me it came when I finally got over my stubborn refusal to even look into it beyond a vague "something is out there" (Luke – use the force). I’m convinced the work began when I commited to reading the whole Bible, cover to cover, just to figure out what the big deal was. I think I believed I would finally be able to put to rest that whole Christian argument that there was something transforming about God’s Word – I wanted to prove once and for all it wasn’t His Word but a word of humanity.
 
You know the rest of the story – here I am – a preacher leading others and I truly believe it began with an openess to believe that I could be wrong and those crazy folks out there might just have a point.
 
Hmmm – interesting thoughts a funeral will produce.

Disco Phil?

In a shocking revelation famed evangelical author and journalist Philip Yancey (seen here in an undated photo) has revealed that for years he has been moonlighting as Disco Stu on the popular, long-running television series The Simpsons.
 
The news comes on the heals of more than a decade of speculation and rumours that have followed Yancey about his uncanny resemblance to the actor. In the past Yancey would gently deflect questions about Stu and laughed at the possibility that Stu was a long lost brother. Now, however, Yancey has warmly embraced his alter-ego.
 
"For years I had to supress this side of me because I didn’t think anyone would understand," said Yancey. "for me, disco has always been a joyous worship to God – the soundtrack to my life, if you will, and now I can finally show the world the real me – in blazing wide white lapels. The power of the secret has been broken!"
 
Yancey has said he will continue to honor his contractual obligations and appear as Disco Stu in upcoming Simpsons episodes. Fans of the author will also benefit when his next book is published – Disco: A Biblical Hermeneutic in which Yancey explores the technique of David in his dancing before the Lord.
 
CNW (Cantelon News Wire)

Need I Say More?

El Tigre Gigante…

Ok – I admit it. Most of my thoughts are incredibly random and seem to have escaped through the cracks in my skull. Take for instance the following:
I went to Giant Tiger today for some bread and cheese (lunch). Anyhow – I decided to swing by the DVD and software counters FIRST because last time I waited until after I had harvested what I “needed” and that made it difficult sorting through DVD’s when you’re holding a 2-litre jug of milk in one hand and two loaves of bread in the other (don’t talk to me about carts!!!).
So here I am leafing through the DVDs and I manage to find Matrix Revolutions for $14. I needed it to complete the trilogy even if it doesn’t feel like an ending but a running out of steam.
Further mining uncovered a DVD of Peter Gabriel’s Growing Up Live concert…17 songs on DVD plus extras for $14! Sweeeeeet. This is doubly cool because Brenan – our good ole university days pal and ongoing friend from Georgia drove up to Ottawa to visit me to this concert when it was in Montreal in 2003. It was an amazing concert (Gabriel is pretty creative and has a voice that seems to get better with age).
So – all that to say – Giant Tiger is an undiscovered treasure trove of pop culture kitsch just waiting for the gullible buyer to come round!
I brought my new treasure home to add to the pile and was watching some of the Gabriel DVD whilst eating grilled cheese when he starts singing – Here Comes The Flood (a great, evocative song). Well it occurs to me that this would be a great song for the upcoming Halo movie (Bill Gates – takes notes!). I had the whole scene filmed in my head – a moving montage of images with the song in the background. Master Chief standing on some high place looking out over a city ravaged by the Flood – children and adults laid waste, etc. etc. You get the idea. Great way to set the tone of the movie and start the emotional hurrah!s as Master Chief goes out and kicks some Flood butt.
Wheww. I’m glad that thought is out of the way – now maybe something constructive and deep will emerge. (Stop laughing – it could happen).

Christ the Lord – Review

I finished reading Christ the Lord last night.

 

I ask myself if it is dangerous to speculate on things we do not know about Christ? Is it dangerous to delve into that which God did not see fit to reveal to us? I suspect it is dangerous (In fact I am certain of it). Dangerous in the way it is dangerous to handle high explosives; If handled improperly the damage to self and others can be extensive, and catastrophic, but – if handled properly the service it can render is invaluable.

 

In this instance I believe Anne Rice handled her subject with great care and reverence and the service this book might render may prove to be invaluable.

 

Let me start out by reminding people that this is a work of FICTION. This is not the Gospel According to Anne Rice nor is it an attempt to defend liberal theology by hiding behind a novel. Christ the Lord is historical fiction that desires to answer the question that many have had – what might it have been like to have been both God and Man? This is the way Anne Rice herself asks the question. This question leads to others – when would the self-awareness have been there? Was Christ somehow omniscient in the womb or did His awareness grow as He did? Were miracles a part of His life before His baptism?

 

From a faith perspective we are not required in any sense of the word to know or have an understanding of Christ’s first thirty years of life (if we were I am convinced it would be in scripture). Nevertheless it is an interesting exercise in trying to better understand the nature of Christ as both God and Man all at once. This is a major point of belief, doctrine if you will sometimes referred to as the hypostatic union). As Christians we assert our belief that Christ is God and Christ is Man in one, yet how many of us have deliberately meditated on what this actually means?

 

Back to the book –

 

Anne Rice is a good writer. She is addicted to research and detail and this comes through  in the novel (in a good way). If you have never read historical fiction you need to be warned that patience is required. The action is not the same as in other novels. Told in the first-person by the young Jesus himself (seven years old)the setting and culture are almost as important as the main character . This means that there are long, descriptive passages that detail the ritual, food, culture, economy, etc. of the era. Of course this is woven finely into the narrative of Rice’s novel. A good writer of historical fiction recognizes a desire in themselves not to simply entertain, but to educate – and that reader will trust that the author has done their research. In this instance it is clear that Rice has done her research (read the authors note at the end).

 

The novel flows well and the characters of Jesus and his family are well developed. It seems that Rice treats her characters with deep respect and handles them very carefully. She has not created caricatures but rather seems to recognize the significance of each in within the framework of faith and scripture and wishes to ensure that she does them justice. In essence she has created a novel that develops the characters as an extrapolation of what we find in scripture. Rice is not out to exploit myth and legend but rather to work backwards from the Gospel biographies of Christ and create a believable portrait of the growing Messiah. Rice’s story of Christ is the story of a Jewish boy, growing up in a Jewish family in first century Israel. The significance of the character is that He is not simply any Jewish boy, He is God in flesh working out His plan for the salvation of humanity.

 

Ultimately people will either love or hate this novel – there will be no middle ground. For many, an exploration of the life of Christ is a waste of time and dangerous. For others, there will be the hope that something outrageous appears that will shake the faithful. Still others will simply ignore the book entirely. Many, I believe will find the novel will strengthen their faith because it gives them a very personal way to view Christ – it is intimate.

 

I believe this novel is a work of faith written by a person who desires to honor God with her talent. It is written by a person who believes the Gospels are what they say they are and that Christ is who He says He is. It is an offering to God and I thoroughly enjoyed it.

 

As with all things if you are going to read Christ the Lord read it with a critical eye. Do not simply accept what is written but dig, ask questions and formulate a thoughtful position. The book would make an excellent book club/small group read because it triggers some deep and important questions about the nature of our Lord.

 

It would be wise to keep the following words of John in mind when reading the novel:

 

This is the disciple who is testifying to these things and wrote these things, and we know that his testimony is true. And there are also many other things which Jesus did, which if they were written in detail, I suppose that even the world itself would not contain the books that would be written.  (John 21:24-25 NASB)

Ann Rice

You know – I have always loved Anne Rice’s writing. When I was 18 I read Interview With The Vampire and recognized it as a modern classic. She has a unique way of recasting themes in a new light (or shadow). Her use of language is second to none and her ability to create a setting is quite amazing.
 
After a while though my interest in these things waned and I sought out new themes and ideas.
 
So what a surprise it was to be wandering the aisles of Costco and noticing a book in the aisle that immediately captured my interest – Christ The Lord: Out Of Egypt by none other than Anne Rice. Amazing.
 
I regret that I was immediately suspicious of her motives. Why would she write a book about Christ? What heresies are spouted here? Is this going to be a defense of gnosticism or liberal theology? Is she trying to make a buck and cash in on the new openess to all things spiritual?
 
For those of you who know me you know I am pathologically required to have an opinion on everything and hence fairly research oriented. Thus I have spent a good amount of time digging into interviews and articles about Mrs. Rice’s recent venture and have found a refreshingly devout faith focused on faithfully authoring an account of what Christ’s life might have been like during the years not documented in scripture.
 
Mrs. Rice writes the following about why she was writing the book:
"The ultimate questions, the ones distilled from a thousand others were so obvious as to be frightening. What did it feel like to be Jesus? What did it feel like to be God and Man as a child? This is the Christ of the four gospels in whom I believe. — In a way, the novel is the story of Christmas told in a new way — from the point of view of Jesus Himself when he is old enough to start talking seriously about the mysteries surrounding His birth. — My life has led to this book."
I am in the midst of reading the book now and am hopeful for it.
 
NOTE: This is not me saying go out and buy this book because it is second only to scripture. I have noticed that people often assume that because you have read something you must therefore whole-heartedly agree with everything in it. Not true.
 
That being said if you are going to read this (or anything for that matter) read it with the most critical mind. By critical I don’t mean criticism – I mean ruminate your way through the text. Research what you agree with or don’t agree with. Consider the author’s intent and background. I should add that in dealing with matters of faith one needs to proceed with caution – as a follower of Christ there is always the danger of either accepting something about Jesus completely as though it were Gospel or discarding it as though it were trash – neither of which are appropriate without having read it with a critical eye.
 
FOR THOSE IN THE KNOW: I was impressed that Mrs. Rice considers Alfred Edersheim’s book The Life and Times of Jesus the Messiah as a very good biography (as it is).
 
Her website is a wealth of info: http://www.annerice.com/bs_b_ChristTheLord.htm 
 
I will offer up a review when I am done. In the mean time here’s an article about Mrs. Rice from Christianity Today:  http://www.christianitytoday.com/bc/2005/006/8.05.html

I Will Remember You…

Ok…I preached tonight on remembrance and sacrifice and how Christ fused the two with the Lord’s Supper. Anyhow I thought it would be cool if we played the Sarah Mclachlin song "I Will Remember You" and hand out lyric sheets dividing the chorus and lyrics between Christ (Chorus) and the Apostles/Us (lysrics). I asked people to meditate on it as a dialogue between them and Christ. It was pretty cool (probably drive some fans nuts though).
 

I Will Remember You

 

 

Christ

Apostles/Us

Christ

Apostles/Us

Christ

Apostles/Us

 

 

 

 

Christ

 

 

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

 

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

 

 

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

 

 

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
Its funny how we feel so much but cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard

 

 

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

 

 I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

 

 

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

Remembrance Day

Remembrance Day is coming and I have been thinking about my grandfather as I do most years about this time…more and more I think of Christ as well since the day’s theme is the remembrance of sacrifice.
 
Here is a link to an column I wrote on remembrance and sacrifice last year:
 

Spy vs. Spy

I have been doing some reading lately on "emerging church" and the interesting dynamic that exists between them and the evangelical church. I find it somewhat amusing (and sad) that so much energy is spent in the conversation/argument over who is closer to God’s heart in terms of worship styles, social activism, ability to question, doctrine, the evils one has done over the other etc.
 
I wonder sometimes if this is not really about one form of church versus another but rather a cultural clash of moderns vs. post-moderns who are using church as the vehicle for a more cultural agenda.
 
It seems to me that while these two groups are occupying themselves in bashing each other’s structures with styrofoam bats there is a "real" emerging group of pastors, Christ followers and plain ol’ folk simply continuing to do as best they can with this thing called worship. You know who these folks are – they are the ones that are happy to listen to the arguments, at times contribute, visit a website here or there, read a book or article to keep up with things but most of the time they are simply shopping (I include myself in this category)…
 
We look into these characters’ realms and take what we need in terms of tools, lessons etc. As my friend Pastor D says "thank you Bill Hybels I’ll take your stuff on leadership and administration. Thank’s Rob Bell I like your Nooma vid’s that’ll work well in my service this week, Brian McLaren – interesting points on being genuine, open and honest…" etc. You get the idea.
 
Here we are out here doing the best we can as God leads simply taking the wheat that is produced by these conflicting groups and leaving the chaff of the conflict (discussion) and conference photo-ops behind.
 
So – it is sad to see the waste of energy as both sides often refuse to see the blessing of each other (or spend 10 seconds on a banal "the thing I like about you is…" and then four hours on the "but…". All I can say to both sides is keep producing and we’ll keep using what we like and leave the cultural angst to you.
 
Cheers.
 
P.S. There is no symbolism in the choice of who got to be black spy and who got to be white so don’t waste any time trying to analyze that (I love you both, stop fighting).